Saturday, June 13, 2009

Ignoring My Birthday

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7 tahun yang lalu, it would be an easy and common thing. Sama ada Ray berada di awan biru tgh bekerja melayan kerenah penumpang atau sedang merayau-rayau di luar negara mengisi waktu menunggu masa untuk berangkat semula ke KL. By the time sampai di KL, it's already few days later....
so nothing special.




I don't even remember my own birthday. Years after years, Ray sort of getting use to it. The idea of ignoring my own birthday. What's a big deal kan? It's just a date and age is just a number. Ray dibesarkan without any celebration. My mom passed away when I was 11 and the cake, the singing, the party stops there. My teenage years, duduk asrama...also without all that. I don't really bothered about it. Dah biasa.

Last two years, keadaan berubah. Ada keluarga baru yang memulakan semula trend sambutan harijadi yg dah lama Ray lupakan. Embaressed, flattered and touched by this people who I proud to call my new family.

Tomorow is my birthday. While keeping myself busy...trying to ignore it....I received a sweet msg from a good friend of mine, Amy.

"Dear Ray...It may be early but im afraid i x text u later bcause Im leaving for Indon on Sunday. So, happy birthday 2 u...Remember age is just a number...hahaha. Many happy returns of e day. Dnt kecik2 hati ok. Do take things +vely s u've always been doing. Luv ya. Mwahhsx"

and then another msg from Nad Nadia...

"Happy Birthday...may Allah bless u always..."

and also a sweet note from Aini & Akim kat Shout box/FB ray ni....huhuhu


Proses nak menIGNORE my birthday x jadi. Seriously...how could I ignore it when receiving msgs like the above??? huhuhu. Tetiba rasa sedih pulak.


Thank you for remembering. Your thoughts much appreciated and will make the difference. Certainly changed the way I look at it now.


PS : Still menunggu a special wish from that special someone.

As at 12 midnight, my new family at chat box berteriak happy birthday for me...Thnks Abir, acap, nad, sakura, ady, syukri....
and my dear lina from Singapore yg susah2 kol dari jauh.




19 mulut cakap2 belakang:

Abir Abhar said...

oh2..
kita sama2 gemini!
hppy bday

...Te-are... said...

hi ray... Wishing you a Happy Birthday and many more to come :) [diamond]

Blog Anuar Kamaruddin™ said...

Allah selamatkan kamuAllah selamatkan kamu
Allah selamatkan bro Ray
Allah selamatkan kamu

;)

sYukCurZ said...

hepi buday ray.


-silent reader-

[r][a][y] eusouff said...

Abir...
ya gemini
sama laa

Diamond...
thanks.. lama x nmpk kat CB

Nuar...
sedap nyanyian Nuar tu...
terhibur ray dengar...
thnks bro..

Syukcurz...
thnks ya syuk [the silent reader]

adibah said...

Ray,

Happy birthday, semoga dirahmati Allah selalu dan dipermudahkan segala urusan.

Keep writing! :-)

Lina said...

tak susah pon..
setakat tekan2 number jer.. :p
berdebar tau hati masa nak call tu..
LOL.

hope you enjoy your birthday and love the changes everytime it comes to your birthday.

things change right.

I am Karl said...

Bro

Happy birthday

karl doakan

semoga dpt jumpa

......

jodoh yg sesuai

AMIN

edzlin007 said...

happy birthday abg ray. moga hidup mu selalu disinari nur, ceria2 selalu, dan mahsyukk

aini nordin said...

ray, ur wlcme..
anway, i just do a smple postng abot ur bfday at my page..
if dun like t i dlte k..
anway hepi bfday ya abg ku..

waty said...

salam ray...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.....SEMOGA PANJANG UMUR, DILIMPAHKAN REZEKI, DIHINDARI PETAKA....RAHMAT SEPANJANG JALAN........

HAPPY ALWAYS......

*ayu* said...
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*ayu* said...

happy belated ray...
may Allah b wit u not only on ur special day, but all the year through..:)

rizz said...

rayyyyy hei besday dear! haha sori late taw

NUke_Rude said...

Selamat Besday! Sori, lmbat sangat wish! haha

amin h said...

hehe
does age matter???

happy belated birthday to u
:)

[r][a][y] eusouff said...

Thanks everyone for all yur kind wishes...

ehhh
ramai muka baru laa..
nice to meet u guys !!1

♥Syamelia♥ said...

ray da semakin femes... so ramai la muka2 baru....
ekekkekekek....

motiffff requote my txt msg dlm blog?
xperlu ok...

btw, fyi, lina was so excited 2 wish u from friday lg, untill i told her esok baru sat, x sunday yet, but she was juz 2 eager :D
furthermore, siap counter check yr hp no lg, takut salah.

gigih kn our sis yg sorg 2??

amin h said...

biar lah ramai muke baru...meeting new frens isnt bad at all kan?

nice to meet u too!